everything.. yup, thats what you are to me..

sooo yeahh, whats up whats up whats up?? its been a long week for me.. been just stuck up at the house because of snow and black ice. sooo yeah everything thing has been slow and i decided to take pictures of things around my work station. haha dang i'm bored..

LOL. eyy look its my monitor and tv. X]

me and booobie's convo? for some reason.. i took picture of it. X]

hats......................... ^__________^

the quarter tower... lucky ring... the portable clock.....

things inside my...... man-purse. :O

oh yeah! i recently got a second cell so that i can txt like a crazymofo to my boobie.. and uhh so farrrr.. its been ok.. i'm still getting used to having 2 cells in my pocket.. lol i sag a bit when i wear pants and 1 cell is sometimes enough to make it slide down a bit.. now with 2.. hahahaha.. sometimes you might get a glimpse of my goodies but eyy.. you only see it if you look soo.. dont look!! but yeah i'm originaly join up with verizon and then i joined my friends family plan on at&t and got me that sony ericson phone that everyone has.. but who cares.. it still looks much slicker than the one i already had. hahaha.. my black x black verzon is poop compared to the black x orange baby i got from at&t. ;D hmmm i pay 24 each moth for new phone soo it really isnt that bad. ^^

umm today, some friends came over with food and to just visit.. originally it was just suuposed to be one visiting.. but she needed a ride over to my area.. and thats now 2.. then.. others heard about the roadtrip.. they needed money for gas sooo others came along to pitch in for gass.. hahah we watched movies and had dinner here at my place.. it was too large of a group to really fit in my room.. there was all nine of us in the tiny room.. we watched Once Upon a Time in Mexico.. lol the one with antonio banderas.. whaha el mariachi.. he was my idol back when i was little! i wanted to play guitar like him and... the way he can turn his guitar case into weapon made me want to be like him even more! like.. mexican james bond! whahahahahaha.. lool after the movie we were just chillen.. hmm then they left and i tried to get some sleep but ended up watching this thing on the food network.. some competitive cooking thing. lolll it made me want to cook soo i cooked some dinner for auntie.. whaha.. tuna with my own kind of tomato sauce.. it was goooood!

ummmm.. after that.. i spent an hour watchign america's best dance crew.. i'm sad that boxcuttuhz got kicked out.. hmmm most of the crews were pretty good tonite.. hahah.. quest was funny tho.. go vote quest! txt 1 to 22444 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and right now.. my boobface is basking in the music of this guy on youtube.. aj something.. lol hes prettty goood.. i like it too soo go check him out some time.. just chill.. he can play guitar sing and play the piano!! whahah insane combo right there. ey ey ey ey heres his youtube thing.. lol go subscribe to him!

http://www.youtube.com/user/ilajil

ehh.. my nursing test is coming up on feb 25.. i hope i make it.. i need to pass to get into the program.. pray for me......................................

welll.. danng ive been at this thing for at least 3 hours now.. ahahha.. i got too much distractions.. i'm starting to get tired.. hmmm might call it a night sometime soon soo.. gnite aiight... :]<3>

.... my mistake. (o_O);;;;;;

ok.. hmm today was a pretty slow day, i woke up late from an early sleep. ((i apologize again for passing out on your phone calls and text last night baby, i was dead like a log last night)) I havent had such a dreamless, thougthless night sleep like that in a long time... i kinda dont like it.. usually.. my gf would be in it doing god knows what. lol.. or.. itd be some random thing like me being super hero... going to work with no pants on... things of those nature.. its hard to explain.. whaha but yeah... soo after class.. i just went to blockbuster and i got my favorite chickflick. "Definitely, Maybe"

see i dont think guys are supposed to have a favorite, but this one is different. I like it so much cause.. it kinda reminds me of some of the things i went through... lol.. specially with my boobface. plus.. isla fisher is hot. ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

but yeah... I think in my younger more immature days.. i was a lil man-slut. X] i dunno what the actuall term they call a guy slutting around is.. gigolo? i have no idea.. but yeah.. i had so many gfs and.. i kinda laugh at how stupid and needy i was or something? i dunno why i had so many gf.. and i dunno why i'm so nice to them.. up to now they are still my friends.. i dont know why i dont have the usuall result of hating an ex or not talking to them at all... i just tend to be nice and have that forgive and forget kind of philosophy. its complicated-ish??.. ((how many times did i say "i dunno" in that paragraph??))

but yeah... back in the days, i met this boobface girl who stole me away from my current gf at that time and ever since then i thought she was the best thing that ever came across my path. But after time went by, it seemed that i was loosing her cause of school, stress and other guys giving her more attention?? well with all that going on in my head... some how i came up with the stupid conclusion that, i need to break it of with this girl now so that when things get worst she wouldnt get badly hurt.. so.. i broke it off with her... and.. ever since then.. she would pop in my mind and i would wonder what she was doing, or who shes is with.. i still had her number, but... i wouldnt dare give her a text or call.. i felt like i will disturb the peace if i did that.. soo i waited a loong time.. a really long time.. and realized it was the worst thing i could ever do to a girl i really liked...

in that time period.. i had other gf's.. but they werent the same.. i cant ever talk to those girls like the way i talked to that boob face.. it was a lame feeling each time she came in my mind cause shes probably out there livin the life with some hottie.. ugh... but eyahh.. after some more time.. i decided to actually start talking to her again.. i dunno why i did that but.. i think it was the best thing i ever did.. i made a terrible mistake letting her go back then... and i hoped and hoped that maybe there is a chance that i can still make up for what i did...

at first it was just little txt like "hi, whats up?" little chitter chatter then i would wait a while again and go and txt her again, i have no good reason for doing that... i have tendency to appear and reappear.. ><; but yeah after a while i started talking more and more again and.. then.. this movie came out.. it was like early 2008 when this movie came out and me and her were like good friends again.. and suddenly i saw this movie.. and.. it brought back all these frikkin gay emotions when i saw the guy kept running into his exes and all that drama in it and.. T.T.... it just made me think of boobface and what i did and exes and all that.. D: after watching that movie.. it got me thinking about her and i think i started to get that same old feelings i had for her.. i really liked her soo much back then.. and i just kept myself on the downlow cause at the moment she had a bf...

well to make this short and to try and get a point out ... lol... this movie.. brought out my gay feeligns for my boobface anddd now she still makes me feel lame each time she mentions what i did, but its working out at the moment, we may have our bad days but we manage to make it through... right now... shes sleepign on the phone while i'm typing this.. and im getting very sleepy.... sooooo.. i'll shut up now.. and call it a night. no more ranting...

lool btw.. the music playing right now is from that soundtrack of that moovie.. i think it sounds nice soo just.. enjoy it. :D ey ey ey ey you guys should watch it too. xD might bring out gay feelings aswell! whahahahaha

ciao ciao.. :]<3
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babe, i miss you and love you soo much...

Its a new start..

OHH kayyy.. i'm back lool, i dunno why i keep doing this at the start of each month butt.. oh well.. atleast i havent forgotten about this. ^^

ok hehehe its almost gonna be me and my girlpren's 7th month! hehehe... i love that boob soo much... hmmmmm her birthday is coming up too and omg soo many things going on! hehe but yeahhh shes gonna like the next package that she gets from me... ;]]]]

sooo for the last month ive been in break and for the most part all i did was bumm around and hang out with friends party out.. play games.. and talk to my baby boob bear every single night. hehe.. i miss her sooo much! i spent the days after christmass hunting down the boots that she wanted.. in the end i think im just buying it online. - -

mmmm... i saw the cool kids perform here in chapellhill and they were frikkin amazing. whahaha they were pretty legit.. cool kids for sure mann.. i got some pictures but i havnte uploaded them on pc yet.. i can seem to find the usb cable and my pc needs to get a memory card adaptor or soemthing but yeahh.. hmmmm.. what else happened... i cant remember that far... oh well..

well ok.. for somtehing new.. our very own FYSH clothing company's new winter line will be out on stores starting tomorow! (fri. 9th) whaha shit looks tiiight! i manage to get soem pichas of them so ima post some on here..

theres a problem tho... i dunno what they were thinking with the charlotte "hornets".... maybe they didnt hear the news but... charlotte isnt teh hornets anymore they are the bobcats.. @_@

welll what ever the case.. shit still loooks hot. buy one of the site aiight. its worth the moneyyy.. mhm just like my baby would put it.. "its good bingo!"

Go GET ONE! RWAR!

(( sheet.... i told my self i wasnt cursing anymore... thats gonna cost me.........sigh* ))